okay so lets call it discharge not released aha
uhm idk not until next year…i go to the on site school and do two qualifications EPQ and Level 2 Sports Leaders.
When i’m discharged i shall hopefully be going to a residential college.
Blergh because I have too many problems for community and they affected my life a lot.
so i havent blogged properly in a long time and you’re all asking how things are and whats going on so here goes…
i currently want to run away and jump off of the nearest bridge whilst on home leave and am seriously considering it. Inpatient is not currently helping me, apparently ive started making steps in the right direction because ive only just started talking about my actual problems after 4 months in there….its my review next week, im not getting discharged.
I don’t know what to do and how to cope anymore…i still wish i was dead and hopefully soon enough i will be.
[AGGRESSIVELY PROCRASTINATES FOR THREE HOURS ON SOMETHING THAT COULD HAVE BEEN FINISHED IN 30 MINUTES]
if you say something that bothers me ill remember it for the next 5 million years
Sure I’ll do it later :)